AF Arrival on CD 27

I am grateful for:

1. my 91 year old dad who is still here with us and in good health as well.
2. E, who is taking a 5 week summer college course - 4 times a week, and still finds the time to put a new shower head in the bath, hang a new towel rack in the bath, put 2 air conditioners in the bedrooms, fix the office door, cut the lawn and probably a hundred other things I am forgetting.
3. the nice commission check I received from my sales in May from Thirty-One.

Well, at least AF is getting closer to a normal cycle for this month to last month, but the one thing that hasn't change is her flow.  When I awoke this morning, I thought she was going to go into a normal flow since there was a good amount on the TP and I feel bloated, but sad to report that as of this afternoon she hasn't done much since - still wearing a LightDay.  I am now saying this is just pure spotting and nothing more...UGH.

I need to call my RE in the next couple of days and explain how it has been for the last 9 months being on Premphase and that we have decided not to move forward with having a child and talk about my options going forward to help with the symptoms of pre-menopause (hot flashes, etc.).

I have put on 7 lbs since August of last year and I know alot of it is from over indulging especially on the sweets.  I am also concerned that it isn't helped by being on this medication either.  I have to start losing the weight again by watching what I eat as well as being on the proper meds.  I am beginning to feel like I want to crawl out of my skin - not liking how I look...UGH.  Plus, we have mirrored closet doors in our bedroom in the new house and that is really "putting it in my face" even more in the last couple of days.

Lastly, I have to call tonight after 5:30 p.m. to see if I need to go for jury duty tomorrow...oh joy!