AF's Arrival...

Arrival was yesterday morning, to say at least this is a 31 day cycle this time, but other than that it is acting very similar in length and quantity to last month's.  Very very light (Lightdays only) and I would error on the side of it ending completely by tonight. So, again, I am not going to bother calling RE for any bloodwork.  I am really in a state of flux right now with all of this and don't want to put any extra effort into finding out why at this point.  I am finally feeling like I am ready to enjoy living again without the consistent sadness and grief I was feeling the majority of last year.  I look back and I am amazed how I was able to function as well I did.

Both E and I have booked vacation in the upcoming months, he off to AZ in July and me off to MT in May.  I am so looking forward to seeing MT and spending quality time with my two beautiful nieces.  I really want to focus my efforts and thoughts on happy things for awhile now and begin to enjoy the little things again.  E and I started our morning walk routine again last week after this horrible winter we had.  It feels really good to get up and moving because I feel so much better after the walk and feel like I can face the day ahead with a brighter outlook.  So many things in life are out of our control, so whatever I can control...I want to make the most of it.