Update

Just a quick update to say that everything turned out fine on Monday with my right breast mamogram. It was definitely the angle of which they took the last ones. I am just so happy to be given the "all clear" and done with this for another 6 months. Thanks everyone for all well wishes during this past month - it has been an experience for sure. I have lost another pound so I am at a total of 4 pounds since beginning FitnessPal.com back in early March. It is coming off slowly and at times I do get frustrated, but I am keeping the faith and remembering what Dr. F said, "it will be a slower process now that I am in my mid-40's than it was when I was younger also combined with the premenopause to boot. I had a great 2 days off from work this past weekend - I love extra long weekends. Spent time with my sister and dad and of course E too. It was nice to have one of those days as a "comp" day for all the hardwork I had done the previous weekend working at the school's annual benefit. It is so nice to work at a place that rewards you for all your hardwork as well. Been a long time since I have experienced this and I am very grateful for this job. My stress level has decreased so much in the last 5 months since leaving my previous job, it really makes me realize how toxic of an environment I was in. I now leave my job, almost all the time, and immediately forget what I have left on my desk and go into "me" time and start to thinking about happy things in my life. I truly enjoy my 45 mins commute home (how many people can say that?). I guess it is so true that if employers would just reward their employees for their hardwork, they in turn would have much happier employees - when you give, you receive! Never heard back on that babysitting job and haven't seen any others that interest me right now, so with our vacation coming up in about month, I might just put it on the back burner for now.