Trying to Cope...

Yesterday, I had my follow-up appt. with the doc.  It went ok.  They did another ultrasound to make sure I passed everything...there is alittle tissue left so she gave me a prescription for some meds to take (which the pharmacy was out of, so won't get them till 5 p.m. today...UGH).  She will be sending out the sac for further analysis and hopefully that will give some insight to the a reason why and we can move forward.  She wants to me to call the office in about 6 weeks to see if the labs are back and to set-up an appt. with a Reproduction Specialist that she refers her patients to as well. 

I was very emotional yesterday and I cried when she finally was able to talk with me after the ultrasound.  My plan was to come into work after the appt...what the hell was I thinking...NOT.  She advised me to just go home and rest.  I guess I just didn't realize how important it is for me to take this time for myself.  I have always been the type of person to just "get over it and get on with it" attitude, so it is hard for me to say "stop the world...I want to get off", ya know.  I was so good Monday and Tuesday, here at work, keeping everything inside and getting through my work day...that by Wednesday...the flood gates just couldn't hold it back any longer.

I am in work today, though, but planning on taking off tomorrow and hoping that this med doesn't take too long to work and I don't spend my entire weekend in lots of pain.  Easter is Sunday and I am hoping to be able to spend that day with my family...we will see.