My Upcoming Date with My Doc.

I have an appt. with Dr. G later this afternoon as another follow-up from May after my miscarriage. I had blood drawn back in early June to check my HSG levels, but then had to cancel my appt in June and my rescheduled one in July as well...so here we are in August.  My main objectives for this appt. is to have a talk about why I got AF in May and haven't seen it since? I know immediately she will ask do I think I am pregnant and I will tell her not according to the 2 pregnancy tests I have taken.  To schedule the polyhistogram for the polyp she had found back when I had my pap last December (I know it seems so long ago, and I was scheduled for this back in late February and then I got pregnant so everything was put on hold).  Tell her I took myself off BCP because the way I was feeling and what are my options - should I even be on a BCP?  I will definitely be sharing my fears of getting pregnant again with her and see what her thoughts are.  Also, need to schedule a mammogram.  So, lots to talk about for sure!  I think subconsciously I have been pushing off going back to see her at that office because of the miscarriage and the association with "this where they congratulated me on my pregnancy and there is where they said sorry, you are miscarrying" - so hard.  But, I really like this doc. and at this time I really don't have the desire to look for another. I will post with the follow-up.